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Friday, May 23, 2008
`Emoing

Wrote this during work....

Something bad happened during work which has affect my mood in many ways. My subconscious is telling me to deny eveything but it seems like its hard to cover. Up till now even after about 3months here it still seems like there are millions and millions of stuffs I'm not aware of.

I really wanna stop myself from emoing but I just can't. I have always see some of my friends almost emoing all the time but I just don't understand why. It's only when you have experience it yourself then you will know the reason.. cause you cant help it..

This is the first time I'm writing during work. I simply cant concentrate in my work now cause I'm afraid that I will make another mistake without realising it. Thinking of telling this to someone but it seems quite stupid. Maybe you will tell me words like 'no big deal', 'its only a temp job', 'don't think about it', 'cheer up'. I know what you will say so I don't see the point to tell.

I really wish there's somebody who can just listen to what I say and just be by my side. No need to say anything that you think can make me feel better, just be there lend me your shoulder is good enough.


Juz LeeN ♥ 12:10 AM