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Monday, June 04, 2007
`BianBian 再见了...

我好想好想哭.... 我会永远记得你... 再见了...


Today Morning she was already looking very weak. I was very worried about her, but there was nothing i can do. Went to school for lesson, hoping she will get better...

After lesson while waiting for train, was talking to huiyi about her condition and i receive a phone call from my sis. She told me bianbian go already.. a sudden saddness.. but i fight back my tears.. a lot of things went through my mind..

i think i'm the one to blame.. for not taking good care of her
if only i could have pay more attention to her.. she wouldn't get sick

Still remember when she was young, got once she was dying.. due to lack of food and water.. That time she was too young to eat and the water bottle was too high for her to reach.. Nobody at home to feed her and she was very weak.. Reach home and saw her lying there.. heart pain oh.. quickly use finger dip water into her month and break the food into small pieces and give her.. save her life and she survive..

But this time.. nothing can be done to save her.. seeing her become weaker and weaker makes me cry only..

went to bury her after dinner.. T.T


So much want to share with someone who can 安慰我. I only share with huiyi, darren di and my ex.. Sorry never let everyone know.. its nothing good to be known.. =/

di.. thanks for being there when i need u.. =] luv u e most...



Juz LeeN ♥ 10:21 PM