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Sunday, May 06, 2007
`Stress coming OMG

OMG OMG OMG!!
I can sense the stress coming
HOW HOW HOW??
my fyp is abit too challenging for me
DIE DIE DIE~~
got to think of another design again.... by TML!!
HELP HELP HELP T.T



i cant find the motivation to do...










Often imagine there is always an angel and a devil beside me. Had a nice chat with my angel, i told her about everything and she give me good advises. This time she told me a story.

There is this girl name xiaoling, she is just like us, a normal teenager. One day as she surf the net, looking through her account in one of the social network (something like friendster), she receive a message from someone she don't know. In this message, the person name xiaoming said he is enroll into the same school as her. They started chatting in msn and even exchange contact number.

When school start, they meet up in school and sit down to chat. Both have very good impression of each other. After that day, xiaoming call xiaoling almost every night before he went to sleep. As days go by, xiaoling started to fall in love with xiaoming. But she is too shy to confess her love to him. Xiaoling is looking forward to every night for xiaoming to call her. And slowly slowly, it becomes part of a routine in her life.

One day, xiaoming fail to call xiaoling as he is out until very late and did not have the time to call her. Xiaoling waited and waited for his call, but still no call from him. Xiaoling being a shy girl don't dare to ask him why he never call her last night. For the next day, all xiaoling have in mind is xiaoming, she cant concentrate on anything. She feel that something is missing in her life.

After that day, xiaoming call xiaoling lesser and lesser. But xiaoling still don't have the courage to ask xiaoming the reason. So xiaoling wait for his call every night. When he call, she feel so happy and can sleep soundly, however, when he fail to call her, she even cry to sleep. During this period of time, xiaoling really suffer and regreted why she never tell xiaoming about her true feelings.

My angel tell me "If you have anything to say, don't hesitate and just say it. Never never do anything that you will feel regret the next time. If you never try, you will never know whether you can do it or not. "

I told her "Somethings is just so difficult to say, even if you have the courage. Maybe i'll let the fate to decide. "


Juz LeeN ♥ 9:16 PM