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Friday, March 16, 2007
`I'M SUFFERING!!! HELP~~

hello guys~ wondering where i go le right? soooooo long nv update my bloggy liao ohh.. heezz

Having my 9WEEKS ITP now! LIKE HELL!! mentally torturing!! its a v long long story.. if i wanna talk about it i got lots n lots to say which maybe can take me few hours to type this entry =.=

i shall briefy say say a bit bit la.. here goes

It is a super ****ing kinda experience i have during the ITP. Being attach to a finance company ------> sound nice? *PUI* Its actually a bad debt collector company. Position in e company is Credit Officer -----> sound nice? *PUI* The job being a ****ing officer is to sit there n make phone calls to e debtors and ask them to pay money.

Okie maybe until here u may think "okie what, sit there make phone call easy job". WAIT n STOP let me finish.. The boss, managers set a sooooooo high target that is impossible to reach.. UNREALISTIC EXPECTATIONS @#$%@#$ Don't think its very slack SIT THERE MAKE PHONE CALL, we have to make at least 120 phone calls per day. Its not counted by e number of telephone call, it count by the number of debtors that we have called. We have the what key performance index that is so very the unrealistic. Haiz.. if u work there then u will understand how i feel..

Beginning first few weeks, i really don't feel like going.. Was so stressed up by the target. The job is so sucky. i cried and i think alot. I try to work harder but almost everyday will kana scolding.. i hate it when my manager say this "DBIT student dunno this dunno that" when IT HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH MY COURSE!! haiz.. thanks to our LO i got this kinda attachment for my poly.. i swear i won't take up this kinda job ever in my life..

Serious miss miss miss mapling.. everyday work, evern saturday also work.. NO LIFE AR If can i will wish for a time machine.. i can turn back time to my sec sch or primary sch life.. i miss my frens there..

That day went to IMM with my sis n marmie. Guess who i saw!?!? i saw Mr Chong! i was like OMG he nv change at all still e same old him.. but guess he dun recognize me already.. i hate myself cuz i dun hav e courage to approach him n say hi.. haiz.. regreted last time.. If only i could turn back time........T.T maybe life would be totally different from now.. Nevertheless, Mr Chong is still e most friendly conductor i ever meet.. hope to see him soon..


Juz LeeN ♥ 11:20 PM