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Monday, October 09, 2006
`Ribena... i will miss u always.. forever... T.T

Today morning is the last time i saw Ribena... remember when i woke up i saw Ribena suddenly
become very weak.. she cant stand properly and so breathless.. i see le so heart pain.. actually from last month during my birthday that time Ribena dunno why bleed wor.. that time she very weak cuz she lost alot of blood.. i tot she will go at that time, i secretly cry and talk to her in my heart 'please dun go.. my birthday is coming.. celebrate with me..' maybe she heard wat i wanna tell her.. cuz she manage to hold on until now which is about 1month later.. see her so xin ku part of me want her to go so she wun be so xin ku but part of me dun want her to go..

She had been with me for almost 2years le.. its really hard seeing her go.. she was gone at around 4-6pm.. my mother found tat she is gone when she came back from work.. tat time i was at yoga class in sch.. i had 2 missed called from my mother.. she wanted to tell me about Ribena.. but it was only when i reached home den i know about it.. at first i try to be strong, i dun wanna cry infont of my mother.. but i juz couldn't take it and start crying.. i was really really v heart pain..

At 9pm plus.. i went downstairs with my mother to bury Ribena.. we had a hard time digging a hole cuz its a long time since it last rain and e soil is v hard.. we bury her a few blocks away from my house.. i will miss her forever...




Juz LeeN ♥ 10:32 PM