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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
`Sometimes its juz so confusing

Tonight hav been feeling moody. its always e same issue. so confusing. suppose hav already given up on it but it keeps coming into my life. think of it only makes me feel moody. why? why like this? this is not wat it is use to be. hav always enjoy the days together. i wondering e probelem izzit cuz of me or e others. why juz cant everyone be juz like one? why muz we neglect each other when we know it feels so bad to do tat to each other? why cant u juz give a call when i'm not there? i dun like middle person. juz come directly to me. it only shows tat i'm not part of it. why muz u all do tat to ppl? u dun wan others to do tat to u right? haiz.. so many question mark in my mind. why? haiz.. nobody can answer my question. wanted to talk to my kor n my buddy about this. but juz cant dunno why. i think i cant say this to anyone. its juz so weird. haizzz..

people? humans? wat r they? n wat am i? so difficult to understand ppl. everybody is different n u cant assume they know wat u thinking n they also cant assume they know wat u thinking. wat u think may not be wat they thinking. aiYa more confusing only.. haiz.. hmm think it takes time to know a person n not by juz a few conversation. if i wan e only thing i can do is wait. wait for us to be mature in thinking, know wat r each other's need. yeah. right. say is always easier than do. i'm 100% sure of it. there's one thing i can confirm now. i need attention. alot of it. show it to me if u really care. this is to everyone. serious. juz one minute ago i realise i'm like one attention seeker. u know wat i mean? hmm guess i juz hav to make it to e end. i'll juz wait n see wat happens den.

u may hav no idea wat i mean n dun assume anything out of this. it isn't as simple as tat. n not to worry. nothing tat serious also. i'm juz doing wat i always do -reflecting- juz so different as i write them all down. dun ever come to me n ask me about this after reading. thks.

still v moody. its already 1 plus. i should go get some gd rest..


Juz LeeN ♥ 1:00 AM