.ABOUT
❤ Welcome ❤
Leen's Lala Land
.PROFILE
Call her leen
22 yr old gal
1st cry in 12091988
Virgo gal
Having fun in SIM
Growing up in Singapore
Current mood:
.MUSIC
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.SHOUT
.MYLOVES
My family
My Cat - AhMuMu
My Hamster - Guai Guai & 四个肥女人 & babies
TiggerBaby
Slacking & Daydreaming
.MYHATES
Myself =(
HER.Bitch
Backstabbebers
Hypocrites
Being left 0ut
Forced to do something
Quarrels
.MYWISH
Good grades for all my degree units
gain weight
find back my immune system
be stronger
.CITYOFLIFE
.CREDITS
Designed by:
*Me
Pictures from:
*Leen
Special thanks:
*Leenzy
.STATISTICS
.MISSING UU
Missing someone is a terrible but at the
same time,
sweet feeling.
U will be sitting around wondering if u
meant
anything to him.
Thinking if he ever cares about u.
Rushing to the phone once it rings
hoping that it's
him.
Looking out of the window hoping that
he will
surprise u by appearing downstairs.
Sitting in front of the television but
thinking of
him
missing the final episode of your
favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last
time u wen
out together.
Thinking of how nice it will be to sit
under the stars
again, talking about everything, your
dreams,
plans, future.
Logging on to the internet hoping to see
him
online.
When u realise that he isn't online
and did not
return your page, u will start worrying if
he is
okay.
Missing someone is a way of growing up i
guess.
It exposes u to loneliness.
It teaches u how to cope with being
lonely and let u
know that there is actually a feeling
known as
emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge
in the
feeling of loving and caring for him.
But missing someone and not knowing if
he is
feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him and
let them
know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
Don't let the feeling of missing someone
become
jealousy or paranoid.
If u are the one being missed and u know
it, let the
other party know.
if u miss him too, tell them.
Don't let them wait.
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Learn to love the people who are with you at
present. Forget the people in the past and thank
them for hurting you, which led you to love the
people you have right now.
When you love someone, you'll do crazy things
you can't explain, you'll deny the truth and believe
in lies. When you love someone, you sacrifice,
give everything you've got and don't think twice.
You risk it all no matter what.
Everything in life is temporary because everything
changes. That is why it takes courage to love,
knowing it might end anytime...having faith will
make it last.
Friends are not the one who laugh when you
laugh and cry when you cry. They are the ones
who
make you laugh and stop you from crying.
Love is the feeling we fall in and out of, and every
time we fall off, we learn to hold on tighter...hoping
that next time, we may never have to let go.
They say when love knocks at your door, open it.
But do you know that sometimes love enters
through the back door and before you begin to
notice it, it's on it's way out.
Have you ever loved only to let it go?..
Have you ever hated someone and loved him
so?..
Have you ever missed someone so bad it made
you cry?..
Have you ever seen someone left alone
without knowing why? ..
True: Lucky is the man who wins the first love of
a woman but luckier is the woman who wins the
lastlove of a man.
Love is not the right word to say when you feel
guilty nor the right word to say when you like a
person but love really matters when we share our
thoughts, our minds, and our hearts...
Life has a way of changing things but not the joy
that friendship brings, for friendship is like the
shining moon, makes each night a brighter one.
Love is not for beauty or color of the skin, but for
a heart that is loyal within, for beauty fades and
the
skin would grow old but a heart that is loyal will
never turn cold.
If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks
your heart, forgive them for they have helped you
learn about trust and the importance of being
cautious to whom you open your heart.
A love is easy to feel, so hard to explain; so easy
to get, so hard to let go; so easy to spell, so hard
to define...and yet everyone is still taking the risk.
That's love !
We are all a little weird and life's a little
weird, and
when we find someone whose weirdness is
compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall
in love in mutual weirdness and call it LOVE!
Never be afraid to fall in love. It may hurt a lot, it
may give you aches and pain, but if you don't
follow your heart; in the end you will cry even
more
for not giving love a chance.
Don't run ahead of God. Let Him direct your
steps. He has plans and He has His time. God's
clock is never one minute early nor one minute
late. It always strikes right on time.
If someone loves you, love them back not only
because they love you, but also because they are
teaching you to love and opening your heart and
eyes to things you have never seen or felt without
them.
The past is meant to be used as a tool for the
future. Bad experiences indeed make you bitter
but the lessons learned should make you better.
On letting go: it hurts to see someone you love
happy with somebody else; but wouldn't it hurt you
more to see that person unhappy...with you?
When you find arms that will hold you at your
weakest, eyes that will see you at your ugliest,
lips that will kiss you in both instances, and a
heart that will love you at your worst, then you
have found true love.
Someday, someone might come into your life
and love you in a way you always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday.. LEARN
If your someday is tomorrow.. HOPE
If your someday is today.. CHERISH.
.SWEETS
Saturday, January 28, 2006
`Musical Delights
BooO everyone.. long time nv blog le.. so busy these two weeks.. and also with me sick all the time.. sian lor.. to know wat happened.. read below.. hehe
20/01 -- friday
Last day of band practice before MD concert.. was absent for the previous 2 practices.. tue and wed de.. wasnt feeling bery well ma haven fully recover.. hmm fri practice drag until 10pm plus.. cuz we rehears the whole concert tats y so late lor.. still ot cough wor.. haiz..
21/01 -- saturday
went to esplanade ichban do dbms project with jiaqun, suet and zx.. jac was there working wor.. do our project half way den order food eat.. we order many things wor.. for me is definitely the baby octopus sushi lor.. yumyum.. still got soft shell crab hand roll haha.. sooooOO nice.. after project den go home le lor... nothing really special..
22/01 -- sunday
MUSICAL DELIGHTS today! the day i have waited for so long finally come le.. wah.. morning went to gather in sch.. wait for the lorry come den everyone get ready the instruments especially the percussion de.. carry upstairs to the lorry.. den me clarinet small small so have to carry ourself lor.. oh yah got three photographer from our sch photography club de.. den our section sit there let ppl take pic.. haha dunno y our section like to take pic so much leh.. we board the bus.. arrive the esplanade den we move to the back stage dressing room.. every section got dressing room for female n male de.. inside the back stage like maze lor u walk in den dunno how to walk out le.. got so many way so many door.. how u know which is the exit lor..haha.. hmm but den the green room very nice.. got sofa.. still got com to surf net de.. we waited very long den our lunch come.. dunno y at tat time eat a bit only.. not hungry wor.. maybe becuz juz recover den still not feeling well ba.. den after tat we prepare for our rehearsal lor.. wah... cant believe actually there is a day tat i can be on this stage performing.. cant imagine but its real leh.. so happy... i dun feel a bit of nervous or scared lor.. everything is like so natural de.. hmm after rehearsal we r given about 1 hr to change into our gown n make up n stuff lor.. so weird.. first time wear gown.. haha.. black color.. makes me so skinny.. no gd wor.. next time li mo send me the pics le den i upload ba.. hmm put a bit make up lor.. hehe.. so fun wor.. den take some pic le den go up warm up intrument n tune up lor... cant tune in the corridoor so we go percussion dressing room to tune up.. wah.. their room super nice still got sofa.. ours only got three chairs.. so ke lian.. hmm after tat line up at the side door den slowly walk in to the stage.. at tat time already got ppl come in some seated le.. feeling normal at tat time.. but my mei mei so nervous.. haha.. hmm den i saw my frenz.. yn, ny, khay, zx, suet, jiaqun, ck come in.. cant wave at them cuz we muz have image ma.. haha lol.. concert started.. keep coughing.. haiz.. tats y didnt really enjoy the concert.. heng ar.. cuz i didnt squeak.. only played some wrong notes... sorry guys.. hmm everything went on okay.. e concert is very successful.. cant go find my frens after concert cuz they dun allow.. so bad de.. den we go back dressing room to pack up after the concert end.. den went back sch..
Special Thanks to those we came for my concert.. they are:
-Khay
-Zx
-Suet
-Jiaqun
-ck
-Jiaqun's frenz
-yn
-ny
-eric
-khee nguen
Thanks! frenz forever.. hope u all enjoyed the concert!
23/01 -- monday
CRS presentation today.. didnt really prepare cuz of the concert yesterday.. hmm grouped with huiyi, ck and th.. haha.. topic on 'should women undergo ns' many things can argue de lor.. stupid la CRS.. no choice.. presentation our group last to present.. not very gd la.. den still got kai xiong there shoot our group we die liao lor.. haha.. wear formal today.. black from head to toe.. after tat went home lor.. at dover mrt there actually got meet buddy but i was talking on phone den nv se him.. paiseh oh.. cuz i nv see who is around me ma.. he didnt see me wear formal cuz i change out le.. tml still need wear again FOM presentation lor.. sian.. haha ask buddy for my birthday present.. so long le.. haha guess i still have to wait.. haha.. buddy.. where's my present? haha
24/01 -- tuesday
FOM presentation today.. so nervous.. wear formal for the whole day today.. scary leh.. cuz george will ask question to shoot us de.. scared dunno how to ans leh.. kai xiong group is the first group to present.. saw how cher shoot them with questions make us more n more nervous.. our turn le.. i was the second to present our slide.. take up a lot of time cuz when i nervouse i will tend to speak slower.. we only given 15mins to present.. i took up about half of the time... sorry guys.. hai u all only present one or two slides.. after tat cher shoot us questions... say our project do wrong le.. den say.. 'ur project is a gone case' wah.. feel like crying lor.. we work so hard den everything do wrong.. but den at the end cher say our is average.. den report get 70plus i think.. so i think still not bad le la.. after tat went home lor.. finally 2 presentation is done.. so relieve.. took a photo with my group members at mrt station.. hmm justin saw me at the mrt station.. but i didnt see him.. hai.. always got ppl see me but i didnt see them de lor.. hai.. nvm la.. at least when u all see me juz tell me lor.. let me know u got see me la.. haha..

25/01 -- wednesday
normal sch day
26/01 -- thursday
normal sch day
27/01 --friday
went to sch at 10am for DBMS lesson.. after tat went for PTM lunch with quek lo.. almost whole class present.. we went to pizza hut to eat lor.. sit with jiaqun, khay, zx, suet n jac.. order set meal lor.. nice nice.. hawanian pizza! my fav lor.. hmm saw justin pass by but think he nv see me.. hmm after tat went to Business library do DBMS lor.. DBMS project today muz submit le..all the ERD n EERD make me go crazy le.. grouped with jiaqun n suet.. they go for their gems so i work alone first.. make myself more confuse lor.. do n do wait for them to come.. halfway study a bit accounting... cuz evening got acc test lor.. sian.. with all the dbms n accounting stuff in my head.. so confusing.. when they come we do lor the assumptions , the relations... siao le la.. hmm finish le study accounting den go for test.. hai.. accounting test so difficult.. dunno y brain work so slow.. 1m per hr ah.. haha.. do the MCQ waste my time lor.. hai.. den e P&L i think whole thing wrong la.. i can tell u e custom duty is put under the purchases but i nv put!!! siao me lor.. hai.. aiya dun care le.. after e test we decide to go shopping..
went to orchard.. cine lo.. saw a purple shirts at blossom very nice.. but no size le.. we know far east also got tat shop so we go there buy.. but there also no more le.. hai.. walk the whole far east.. try so many clothes.. still cannot find ne suitable for me.. i wanna thank shian.. thanks for helping me to look for e clothes.. although in e end i didnt buy one.. thanks so much.. i also wanna thank her loong, huiyi n zx.. for accompany me around looking for clothes.. hehe..
wish everyone a early happy chinese new yr..!! cya everyone..