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Friday, October 14, 2005
`last day of work! Band so stress!

yeah! last day of work liao.. so sian lor.. although my job super easy but den very sian lor.. sian to death le la.. hmm sit there see so many ppl.. got a group of guys studying o levels de like everyday come mac study one.. den only choose tat table to study.. den so qiao tat table they sit always block my vision de.. extra de lor.. den kat say tat table maybe got gold.. so next time muz go sit sit.. see got gold or not.. hahaHA! hmm fri saw jerrl n dave came to mac eat.. too bad they nv see me plus i cant go in n call them cuz i working so too bad.. hmm actaully the job very gd la cuz not only got pay plus i everyday get to buy one drink for free haha gd right? work for one week le.. so sian this week so fast pass liao...

went to band after work today.. hai.. sian.. go there feel so tired.. see the scores until eyes wanna pop out liao.. today band so stress.. all the new pieces so difficult de. somemore only got three months to learn to master them lor.. i no confident.. me a slow learner.. need long time to master de.. cuz i nv learn any basic music theory den know very very little thingss about music.. sight reading also very slow.. i so depress lor.. ppl can sight read so fast i cant.. hai.. dunno how.. i think alot today.. also think of quiting the band.. but i juz bu she de lor.. cuz i like clari n i love band.. if i leave the band i wun be able to hav the feeling of together in band le.. see... less den a month nv go band i already miss band le.. so how to quit.. right? hai.. so stress.. on the way home nearly cry lor.. i juz dunno how.. i think of ways to improve but i dun see any.. practice of coz need but hai... i dunno.. i'm juz sitting there struggling.. somemore sl say will put us into 1st 2nd in some pieces.. me 3rd also got problem liao how to go 1st n 2nd.. so stress.. someone muz give me the courage n support in this 3 months.. i juz hope there is........


Juz LeeN ♥ 11:57 PM