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Saturday, June 18, 2005
`A Day to rest..

Actually today wanna sleep until 11plus den wake up but dunno y woke up at 9plus. so early. den in bed until about 10 den go wash up.. at 11+ meet kat at gombak mrt accompany her go cut hair lor. den after tat come home at about 1.30pm lor. nothing much la actually.. quite sian.. wanna study but am really lazzyy leh.. thinking of going out to study but nobody accompany so forget it lor.. maybe after this go study abit ba.. *like i will do tat* haha hai.. so sian..

sometimes i reflect on wat i do.. almost everyday when i'm bathing.. n also especially when i hav nothing to do lor when i am so boring.. hai i feel so lousy.. dunno y i hav so little confidence of myself.. always think i am the most lousy one.. everything i do is tat lousy.. lousy lousy loUSY!! hai.. feel so depress... my personal life..my social life.. all so shi bai.. wat can i do to hav more self esteem??? will someone juz cheer me up? bring some colours to my life? hai.. difficult la.. so let juz dream.. learn.. n try.. gd luck to myself..........


Juz LeeN ♥ 4:09 PM