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Monday, October 11, 2004
`Bye Bye Xiao Mao...

Sob Sob i feel like crying again.. today morning wake up den saw xiao mao never move le heartbeat stop le.. haiZ.. i was shock becuz i never expect her to leave me so soon.. to me she was just like my 'daughter' my bao pei but now she leave me i really cannot take it.. i have been crying since the moment i know she died.. even when i reached school le i think of her i cry again.. today is perlim e-maths paper 1.. but i managed to control it during exam.. but after exam i think of her again den i... yesterday she already very weak she cant even open her eyes no energy to eat or drink whatever i feed her she never swallow last night when i look at her she cant even walk wobble n wobble.. very very weak i see le also heartpain.. she was so thin when i carry her i can feel her bones.. haiZ.. now i left with Da Mao le.. we really have to treasure everything we have now and not wait until they leave us.. :'(

This whole week is perlim i dun think i can concentrate today... tml is e-maths paper 2 haiZ.. how to study.. really hav no mood to study leh.. whenever i think of Xiao Mao i will cry de.. i really cannot accept the fact that she had leave me.. its really very hard..


______Da Mao n Xiao Mao______________
Da Mao_________



Juz LeeN ♥ 11:08 AM